assalamualaikum w.b.t

new sem..new chapter

i don't know why...tonight i keep thinking about those word..

am i good enough..

am i a good muslimah?

am i a good daughter to my parents?

am i a good friend to my fellow friends?

am i a good sister to my siblings?

these words keep coming to me..

it all started when

i had my dinner with my housemate and her friend..

back from the restaurant, laying in my bed, surfing the internet and

BAMM it came to me..

i keep thinking about this until now..

keep thinking about those words, i realize i have so many sins

the one that bother me the most is my sins to my religion and my parents..

sometimes without i realized, i had commited sins...Allah, forgive me...

actually i had felt all this things for a quite some time...

try to muhasabah myself..i want to be a better person

i want to change to be a better me..
and Alhamdulillah with blessing from Allah, i'm already started~

to be honest, i really afraid to live in this world..especially now i studying in Shah Alam..

being away from home and my family, do frighten me to survive in this world..

i'm afraid that i will be far from the right path..life in Shah Alam is a lot different compare to my hometown..

i'm afraid my iman is not strong..

"manusia mudah lalai"

dats the words that i'm afraid off...

there are so many things that going through my mind right now..

all i can do is keep believing in Allah an myself right now..

Allah, do help me...Amin